Basically i live my life to make people happy, and when i cant make someone happy and ive done everything i can i just move on and take what i can from the situation. I love love loveee observing people and seeing how they act in their surrounding environment. I just like to be me and live by the second not in the past or the future. Everything in life happens for a reason whether you believe it or not. Im not scared of dieing per se because i believe that when someone dies it is because they have done everything that they could in life and if they did not go at that time something worse could have happened to them in the future. Id like to say ive pretty much been through t all..the loss of my father, total heartbreak, having the scare of losing my mother..twice, almost getting kidnapped in my neighborhood..to many times, being stolen from, being to kind and getting used. i could go on and on but then i realize that this is just the beginning. I have a whole life ahead of myself and im going to do everything i can to succeed at what i do. If i dont like something then im going to search for something new and start a new beginning. If i dont like someone im just going to have to forget and move on, maybe in the future we will reconnect and start off better. I just know that im not going to settle for less, i will always go out of my way for myself, because the most important thing that i have to do is make myself happy before anything. I am the one who matters here, noone else knows what i want, heck i dont even know what i want. but when i find that...that....thinggg! i will know that this is what happiness feels like. its sad to say that i have yet to find this happiness, but all i can do is keep moving forward with my life, living for me.